standing in one place for 5 hours can really open your eyes to the ugliness of people and yourself.
As I'm standing here I'm wondering, what would people think if I spoke nothing but the absolute blunt truth to them. where would I be, what would have changed. ' antonio did you cheat on me'
'yes...she was also better in bed than you'
shit like that.
' do you like me?'
'No but the attention is nice, besides your way too scrawny for me anyways'
how would people react to that? I mean I could take a biblical standpoint and say I'd be more 'godlike' but I'd be literally hated by everyone. it would sure weed out the friends that matter and the ones that are 'single serving' but that would make you pretty fucking unpleasant to be around tho.
not to mention that I'm sure people enjoy being lied to.
'does this make me look fat?'
'absolutely not baby your beautiful'
that's a good one haha, I stuggle with that because I think that you should tell someone their slackin, because I would want to know if I was!
and I'm very against that whole ' oh baby I love you so much blah blah blah sappy shit.' you can clearly guage how much they DONT say I love you and kiss up to you I think. for me its been the girls that I never here it from that matter the most to me.... maybe because I just knew, I didn't need to be told all the time, I just knew it.
hell me and carmen still love eachother, maybe not the same way that two lovers love eachother,but we care about what's going on in eachothers lives...even if it is quietly...
even then, would her relationship be as sound if her boyfriend knew that simple fact? better yet would it even matter? should it? I don't know if I even want to know the answer.
I think people like to believe life is easy most times, they have their eyes closed and think that their living life to the fullest. me on the other hand, I'm trying, and slowly I will be able to libe life to the fullest, but because of my slacking up until this point I'm gonna have to crack down....
hmmm what if.....
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Well Ive decided Im gonna jus be blunt...but only to the people I dislike or feel i need to be that way to. Im not doing to be mean (well apart of me is) but Im doing it to be honest. If I asked rain if im getting fat and I know Iam and he says no...Im a be pissed. So yeah theres nothing wrong with just saying "Hey I think your a whore" or "I think your just jealous" So yeah take that to mind.
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